Wednesday, December 02, 2009
I have a friend..so called bestfriend.ok..we've been into highschool together..skip classes together..sneaked out to party and went into the same university..what's that? "close friend" is enough to determined our friendship?? no..its more than that..
We were staying in the same house and same room for almost 4 years in Uni. We spent like almost 95% of our time together. Not just 2 of us..but some other friends too..all the laugh and tears...hmm..enough said..
I missed her sooo much.....she went into a horrible situation last year..boyfriend matter..my other friends and I were beside her day and nights, she calls us whenever she likes to get a shoulder to cry on. I dedicated my whole life to listen to her, to give her advice and..I juz want to be there beside her..so does my other friends.
But life is moving on..I got married..my other friend also getting married..some of them are expecting a baby..we 'need' to be happy..of course we're happy..but we deserved the feeling of being happy..can't we?
Its not all about her sorrow..Its not all about her..Its been a year..can't she juz move on with life?
Now, wut's the meaning of friendship if she can't stand her besties being so happy? does she know that friendship is not juz about sharing a sorrow..it's about sharing the feeling of happiness too..it's not about when u need something..it's also about when u need to share something with someone u care most..especially when u grown up together..
hmm..friend,wherever u are..wherever u'll be..I pray for your happiness..deep in my heart..I love u soo much..hope u'll find ur happiness even if its not to be shared with us anymore..
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Will be staying with my cousin there. So we save money on accomodation. And she'll be guiding us on tour around Sydney. Of course we'll be celebrating new year in front of the Opera House!
Hopefully this trip gonna make my mother happy coz she always been dreaming of going there to see my cousin and pay a visit to her relatives there especially one of her relative juz passed away last year.
Will update about it later.. *wink*
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Walaupun dah kahwin tapi aku tetap taknak bergantung kat hubby. Aku tetap nk cari sumber duit untuk diri sendiri.Sekarang zaman moden.mana boleh harapkan suami jerr..
hmm..stumbled upon this blog - www.rahsiatarikhlahir.com.my mcm best jerr..heheh..skarang baru aku tau yg kita kena betul2 kenal potensi diri sendiri sebelum decide what we should be doing and how to succeed.
Element diri aku ialah unsur kayu.Kayu serasi dgn tanah.So aku sesuai kerja berkenaan dgn tanah laa..mcm bercucuk tanam ke..atau erti kata professionalnya bidang pertanian.hehehe..atau pun hartanah ke..hmm..satu tips yg berguna laa..rasa mcm nk attend kursus tu nanti.
hm..I will succeed..I believe in myself..I gotta be strong and I am stronger now.wahhh..!!motivated betul puan siti ni.. =P
Friday, November 13, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
tapi apa yg penting kita kenala kebal..we must stand for our rights..kita yg nk kahwin bukan diorang.
By the way, aku nak summarize perjalanan wedding ku haritu..di sini ialah wedding checklist ku yg kira ok ok la..aku bertunang 6 bulan jerr..so ni kira operasi wedding dlm masa 6 bln laa..
And I'm no more longer flying.Gosh I missed flying sooo much..and I'm gonna miss it badly coz it was a wonderful experience in my life. It even change the way who I am today. I've learned how to talk to people and how people is different in the way they perceived the world. I observed humanity,study different cultures and widen my geography knowledge. I now know how to look at people the way they look at myself. It is juz a matter of interpretation..hmm..
Now I'm going to start my whole new life with my hubby and together with memories that I always bring along. There's something in the past that we have to leave..but don't forget the memories that keep u strong..bring it along.
God wills, I'll start a home business. Now still in the process of collecting stuffs and materials.
Wish me luck!